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flat out:

you flatlined

and I’m fat now, so thanKS

I know you want to join my party-

like your hoodie, rest, wait.

repeat repeat repeat

NeeEEEXxXt.

broken record stories

making fun of myself with you

I, WEEEEEEEE laugh at the pain

and it dissipates

and I’m dizzy now hahaha

I’ll laugh until I pass out

and that’s to say: a bitch never breaks

alone?

who?

I have my friends in outer space..

you might know their name..s…

that’s all I can say-

for not I- oh not I- will go back to the pound-

even though I found Slop and Jose.

more? More? MORE????!!!!!!!!!!!!!

screaming in my tummy

it gets awfully loud in my brain

and fast too

watch this:

one time I showed up at a party nothing

I swear to god gods goddesses aliens mermaids and faeries- I’m not lame.

and now we’re on the same page!

blink twice, rewind, remix, and step on my name.

my dreams lol

my dreams are insane

the only crazy part is how much sense I actually made

making, “make it”

Art? that I can do-

[fuck Rothko by the way]

who gets to say???

M O N S T R O C I T Y

monster city

while I’m the monster in the city I’m in

for what? you’ve got to be kidding me.

I secretly wish you’d stay………….

at least until I’m on my feet

not skinny and anemic

and we get to meet-

currently, a swirling hurricane

but at least I close my eyes and I get to see your face

making faces and gestures at me

we’re communicating.

from my eyes, that’s all I ever see

That Call is all I ever hear

invisible

but so is literally everything

like the air in between us when we’re laughing

the happy chemicals that release when I wake

a thought?

Thought – shared between what’s Alive

I’m what-who

Wicked.

pink and green

following the signs on the road to my next destination

to make it……… – I repeat

too to two what

options.

I said, “I said I said I said I spic faccy like fancy expensive it’s all fun in this world GOODt.”

and it just makes sense.

invisible

felt, known

real.

I act like I’ve never seen a manifestation before or a sign or a gift or a blessing like the sky like I’m blind

silly

I am Poetry.

I Am

gl