whyyy what am i holdinnggg

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I feel so pent up. There’s so much inside me. I can’t believe I have all this. A heavy load. It’s not just on my back, the sludge sinks through my skin into stone instead of flesh. A stoned body haha. I hold my breath. I pant. I can’t breathe sometimes. How vulnerable is too vulnerable? Or there never is. huh

Open. Open Access. An imperfect person. I’m Perfect in the Eyes of Source, naysayer. my Trust. It’s my Trust that I miss. I love the Magic, magic. Where are my signs of late?

Gee- I hope this opens me up. Crack my stone cold flesh open and let me breathe because I am choking for more. more. more. I can’t get enough and I never have enough.

is it okay? I’m so confused. what are we doing here, honestly, lol? so random. Who Am I? Mister Kelly A. Steele, thank you.

it’s getting easier. I’d s/o if I knew. Doja Cat is High King.

femme fatale… must she be an object of desire? opposite to saying she is the subject. Isn’t it so?

I haven’t felt desire for me in a long time it feels like. I desire myself. The End.

A whimsical cartoon-style illustration of a white bird wearing a top hat and holding a cane, walking along a sandy beach with gentle waves in the background.

it makes more sense, apparently.

what if it does make sense?

damn I miss that feeling, too.

I misssssssssssssssssssssssss

you

I want more

and I’m bored

The Heavens caught me tn

I’m pulled into the gravity of the Midnight Moon

what are we even talking about?

yo, what???

compassion / Compassion :^)P

it made sense. seee

damn is this like Deconstruction Theory?

words are arbitrary

“not unity”

arbitrary / Arbitrary

means nothing, doesn’t it?

oh, well.

what the fuck is this cycle???

so weird

literally I’m in a mf dryer rolling around in circles – time’s not up yet.

It’ll pass, obviously

Why do I feel bad to speak my mind?

like yeah so what if I mean it but only if I mean it

comparison oh dear

it doesn’t matter what I do – it makes sense.

Feels Good

Megan Thee Stallion

am i supposed to be a perfect person though if I’m already Perfect?

If I Know it why don’t you? genuine

moods (idk)

what’s the point of this anyway?

like idk just let it happen

I get it- Decisions.

Patienceeeeeeeeeeee

It Is Happening Now

It’s lit always happening

haha New Communication, cool

there’s magic everywhere

duh I’d miss you

or not NO MORE saying that anymore

why are you helping me?

maybe it’s just your presence, oh

anyone’s presence?

just step into my office” (Taylor Swift 1:36 , 1:55)

I need something

smile

A pair of stylish, glossy pink ankle boots with clear heels, resting on a fluffy white surface.

xx

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